@9:06 pm
Hmmm I finally got the mood to do some bloggin. Well the very first thing..wana wish everyone happy new year! Dun think i'm late since cny lasts for 15 days haha. has been workin at hsbc for less than 2 weeks..Got a feel of wad a 9-5 job is like, heard lots of office gossip, interact wif pple who arent exactly the kind whom i'll hang out wif, stared at the com screen till i'm giddy, doing routine stuff, waking up at 710 every morning, rushin to work like every other working person..the very first wk was less enjoyable than this wk I guess, cos I was damn new then and the pple there didnt really come n talk to me and seemed kinda dao but luckily I cld click well wif valerie whose work i'm gona take over. but this wk..started to talk more to the pple sittin arnd me like siti and jeremy, we laughed over stupid stuff, ate much and did our work diligently haha =p. yups this is my workin life for now.
Hmmm but last week was also a week which I wont forget tt easily. It was a week filled wif tears, gloom and everythin not nice. It was a period of time which I felt the lowest, felt most vulnerable, felt so fragile. I almost snapped, I almost lost hope, I almost drowned in misery. But guess rite now, i'm feelin beta..tryin to b strong, trying to believe, trying to smile wif true happiness. I dunno how long i'll take but I just hope tt there wont b any of my last week in the future..
